Saturday, 26 June 2010

It's so wrong it's glowing


Breakfast in the pub

Bacon, egg and sausage buttie. Tea. Rugby. Perfect.

Sunday, 20 June 2010

This time last night I was sat in a restaurant with Matt. Now he's back in the US.

It's difficult to put into words how I feel. I feel adrift, lost, empty...

When I found out that my nan had died I didn't cry. Not a single tear. And yet I feel like this now when Matt has gone for nine weeks. I've shed a lot of tears today.

Two week holiday

Today is the last day of my two weeks annual leave. Matt is currently on a flight over the Atlantic somewhere going back to the USA leaving me here randomly welling up and sniffing but not bawling like I did last time he left. This time has been easier so far and I think it will be overall as there aren't five long months left until we see each other again, only (hopefully and depending on the visa process) nine weeks. Over the next nine weeks we're going to be up to our eyes in the visa process and getting ready for Matt's move here, it's going to exciting and stressful all at once.

Over the last two weeks we got a lot done:

Went to London for the day
Went to Paris for three nights
I tried on my actual wedding dress
The men sorted the suit hire
We went to see the vicar to talk over wedding plans

Those are just the main things, it's been a great two weeks of being a normal couple doing 'normal' things.

I can't wait until he's back.
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